30 April 2010

Peace

Why is it that peace is only brought over dead bodies?
It was necessary for the president of poland to die in an accident, a plane crash, for the frozen relatinoships of Russia and Poland make some development? I'm glad, true. It's good for two countries to have friendly relationships (though not yet determined). Also true that same emotions bring people together, specially sadness, tragedy. But is it really necessary for those tragedies to happen to make people realize things about peace, cooperation and unity? It shouldn't but unfortunately it does.

17 April 2010

Far Away From Home - Groove Coverage

I'm loving living every single day but sometimes I feel so....
I hope to find a little peace of mind and I just want to know.

And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be.
Where is home on the milkyway of stars, I dry my eyes again.

In my dreams I'm not so far away from home
What am I in a world so far away from home
All my life all the time so far away from home
without you I'll be so far away from home

If we could make it thrue the darkest Night we'd have a brither day.
the world I see beyond your pretty eyes, makes me want to stay.

And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be.
Where is home on the milkyway of stars, I dry my eyes again.

In my dreams I'm not so far away from home
What am I in a world so far away from home
All my life all the time so far away from home
without you I'll be so far away from home

I count on you, no matter what they say, cause love can find it's time.
I hope to be a part of you again, baby let us shine.

And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be.
Where is home on the milkyway of stars, I dry my eyes again.

In my dreams I'm not so far away from home
What am I in a world so far away from home
All my life all the time so far away from home
without you I'll be so far away from home

In my dreams I'm not so far away from home
What am I in a world so far away from home
All my life all the time so far away from home
without you I'll be so far away from home

11 April 2010

Friends out there

I wonder if what those people I once knew are doing right now. All those people that were my friends, where are they.
Sometimes I really wonder, what makes a person 'a friend' of mine. When I think about it, I really don't know. When you don't see each other, it seems like you cease being friends. Is it what that word is supposed to mean? From all the friends I made, I only have any news from few of them. From that few, only 3 are far away. Does time and the distance between people erase friendship? It shouldn't, but it does.
Just now, a friend called because someone was hell sick. Will ever a person far away remeber they even have such a friend if he/she wasn't sick? In my mind, something like this would go on:
"Hey, do you know X? That student of ..., that does...?"
"Who? Oh! Yeah! I know, he was a friend of mine."
"Yeah? Oh, well, he's sick."
"Really? Is he ok?" (faked pity of worry, or truly felt worry. I don't know, and I don't care.)
There goes the so supposed friend looking up the phone list.
"Oh, I found the number, let's phone him."
Great. Really great. I don't think that person would have ever remembered his sick friend if he wasn't sick! But gladly, it's not a case which one person remembers another only when the second one is already dead.
People move on. True. But, shouldn't one remember those who helped him/her get to where he is?

4 April 2010

无题

每天都有很多人死亡。为何今天不是你,不是我?
如果下一刻死了,生中最大的遗憾是什么?(这个问题是谁问的?那个该死的问的?我不记得了。)如果遗憾太多,那个最遗憾?
曾经在无数人口中听到各种各样的答案。但是,每次问自己,答案都是个空白。
遗憾?我没有,一个都没有。(也许,只是也许会有一点想多一点时间去报复那些没来得及报复的人。这是我复仇天使的本性。不过,错过了这个机会我也无所谓。)也许,我自己也不知道,早几年听到这个问题会给处一个甚至很多答案。那个从没认识过世界,从没感激过世界的自己。
时间飞过。每天都是新的一天。每天都是重生。早晨醒来,总不知道到底会发生些什么,很期待。虽然我也会抱怨,也会不希望明天来得那么快,但是我会感激活着的每一天。每天都是感恩节。多一天就是都无数次机会,无数次幸福的机会。有这么一天,很不幸福,如果再有一天,一定要把幸福翻倍的补偿回来。
虽然时间不断流动,但是自己还是自己。人会变,但是不会变成别人。或许,更是不该变成别人。如果,回到过去,能再一次作出选择,我相信,我的选择会是一样的。因为我是我,在同样的情况下,拥有着同样的知识,我会作出同样的选择。(当然,这部包括偶然事件。)所以,我不会后悔,从不后悔自己作出的任何选择。(既然再有一次机会也一样,为什么后悔?)
如果下一刻就死,有遗憾吗?(有!没写完这篇文!)还是没有。