I really really hate when people have too much expectations on me. I really do hate it. Because I hate to disappoint them.
When they have some kind of expectation and I let them down, which happens quite often, I feel bad, real bad. I wonder why. I shouldn't be the one feeling bad here! I shouldn't, but I feel horrible when I let people down, I feel guilty. It makes me mad.
I wonder if I'll ever overcome that feeling of guilt.