31 July 2011

NaNoWriMo

Today I was feeling completely useless and hopeless. But, someone made me open my eyes. It made me not only feel a bit better about myself, but also it made me realise what I'm good at, and what I should do with my life. I always complain about not having time to write decently, then, someone suggested NaNoWriMo. I heard of it once when a friend of mine was furiosly writing to increase her word count. So I checked this website and found it quite interesting. The goal is to write 50k words from the scratch in a month. The main event is in November, not a very good time for me. Someone invited me to an August camp, but I declined. For August, my plan is just to try and finish some of my started works. I'm positive that I'll finish the last one I started. As for NaNoWriMo, I think I just found a very good way to start the first draft manuscript for a story anew. I'm in need of that, and NaNoWriMo implies 50k words in a month, very good for a start. There is going to be a lot of crap, but I think, it'll be just fine for the genre of novel I'm thinking of doing.

For anyone interested in these events as well,
http://www.nanowrimo.org/
and add me as buddy too! =)
http://www.nanowrimo.org/eng/user/828810

13 July 2011

累了

累了。莫明其妙的累了。一天一天就这么过着。不知不觉,麻木了。活着有太多的约束。
累了。因为自由不在。 自由也许只是有钱人的奢侈,但是我还是最爱自由。
大学,家务,未来的事业。简简单单的三件事能把我捆地实实的。选择,是什么?有太多的事是别无选择的。也许这么活着是我的选择,但是按社会的规则,我有义务做这些事。
我很喜欢我的专业,但是我学累了。我不是跑马拉松的料,没法这个速度坚持那么久。不止一次想休学在家里干家务,但是也许这只是逃避的方式。
太多的选择题,而通常社会只会给你一个选项。
厌倦和无奈变成了家常便菜。恨变成了心底的常客。无数次想向世界尖叫,却又不敢。
累了。我想发泄。我想玩。想归想,好像今天还没有勇气。