14 May 2015

那些花儿

我们曾经以为青春永恒,
我们曾经相信身边的一切会永远在


那片笑声让我想起我的那些花儿,在我生命每个角落静静为我开着,
我曾以为我会永远守在他身旁,今天我们已经离去在人海茫茫。
他们都老了吧?他们在哪里呀?我们就这样各自奔天涯。
啦......想她。啦...她还在开吗?
啦......去呀!她们已经被风吹走散落在天涯。

有些故事还没讲完那就算了吧!那些心情在岁月中已经难辨真假,
如今这里荒草丛生没有了鲜花,好在曾经拥有你们的春秋和冬夏。
他们都老了吧?他们在哪里呀?我们就这样各自奔天涯。
啦......想她。啦...她还在开吗?
啦......去呀!她们已经被风吹走散落在天涯

13 May 2015

断桥离情 姚贝娜


每个人一生里来来去去的人有多少,恩恩怨怨又有多少。
回头挥手全是灰,何必在意这么一点,何必对自己对别人都那么苛刻、刻薄。


沒有人還記得那段過往
漫長消磨了哀傷

如果念念不忘也算是堅強
我願守住這時光
沒有希望沒有失望
等待一場那地老天荒

相識煙雨間脈脈兩情牽
斷橋依舊在心事成雲煙
我獨自留戀你身在天邊
回眸那一眼傘下的少年
若有天再見生死不離散
問君那一句昨天的誓言
放下了恩怨深藏起眷戀
轉身並肩去悠然人世間

沒有人還記得那段過往
漫長消磨了哀傷
如果念念不忘也算是堅強
我願守住這時光
沒有希望沒有失望
等待一場那地老天荒

相識煙雨間脈脈兩情牽
斷橋依舊在心事成雲煙
我獨自留戀你身在天邊
回眸那一眼傘下的少年
若有天再見生死不離散
問君那一句昨天的誓言
放下了恩怨深藏起眷戀
轉身並肩去悠然人世間
轉身並肩去悠然人世間

6 May 2015

Depression as a state of mind

I often feel depressed during a rainy day.
This monday was such a day. I felt sleepy and had no energy to work all day long. People usually don't feel guilty when they feel depressed. I talk for myself, I can feel depressed for a variety of reasons. Because the weather is greyish, because of stress at work, because I could accomplish something, specially if it's because I quit halfway.
But today, I felt guilty for feeling depressed. You see, when people have a certain level of comfort in life, instead of being satisfied with it, people want more. I don't have to live of scraps, I don't have to struggle to make it through, I don't have to fight to survive in the literal way. There are tons of people with less than what I have, so if I let myself be depressed, were the other people like me they would have just died of depression already. There is absolutely no reason for me to feel depressed, and as such I should feel guilty and ashamed that I let myself get depressed over so little. (I'm not talking about clinical depression over here. Though, sometimes clinical depression starts with episodes of transient depressive mind state.)
I read the news, most days, but some if not all just leaves me indifferent. Then again, I stumbled on a piece about Aleppo today. It hit me like a slap on the face. Peace is something we take too lightly. Do I even feel grateful that I can commute in peace? Not everyday, but today I feel grateful. Because I realized once again how peace is not easily attained. Most days, the biggest danger I'm in is a potential traffic accident. But for those people in Aleppo? Nah... Imagine yourself as a kid, that instead of thinking about what game you'll play next, you'll be thinking about where you step and where you go so you don't get caught in the middle of war. We watch it in movies and we even consider it entertainment. They, they LIVE it. I've heard too many people brush it off saying that it's far away. It's NOT far away, we were just lucky to be born were war is no longer a reality or has yet to be a reality. We should be feeling lucky, and not depressed.
Sometimes it can't be helped to feel a bit down, but thinking about all the people not so far from us living under such dire conditions puts everything in perspective. Even in war there are peaceful times and even in places so trashed by war there are smiles. So if they can still smile after all the violence, cruelty and atrocities, shouldn't we be smiling every single day?
Get up, get out and do something! Every single person who has the resources to read this has every single reason to be satisfied and not depressed.