29 May 2017

累了 烦了 厌倦了
我发现心情不好的时候特别能写文,要发泄一下下

我发现之前一位朋友说的很正确,我们年轻,但是像是带着一颗伤痕累累的心,对世界没有了热情。现在的我们可以看到的东西,去到的地方,做到的事情,体验到的经历都比以前多。可是为什么就算是这样,我们对一切的热情却似乎慢慢的淡去。我们不是应该眼花缭乱,兴奋无比地希望去抓住每一次机会吗?
也许只有我这么懦弱 表里不一吧,但是我深深怀疑还有别人和我一样。我有我的高高低低,有时无缘无故想哭,有时最小的点点滴滴都能让我放声大笑。归根究底,这么多年活下来真正的意义有多少?经过的那么多时刻,值得吗?
累了,不只身体累了,心神累了,只是不时还没有经历什么吗?怎么累了?
烦了,不知是心烦了,脑子也烦了,只是烦恼不是百分之九十都是多虑吗?再说,我们这一代大多真正碰到过需要烦恼的事吗?
厌倦了,才活了多久就以为自己看清世界看清人间了,其实都没有,不是吗?自己装着轻描淡写的态度,其实只是空虚不知道珍惜。

有时我们只活在自己的脑子里。看清世界,谁能真正这么说?
累了,烦了,厌倦了,不如说
懒了

人生其实太短暂,世界其实太短暂
短暂到我不敢去想它的结局
懒了 不如说怕了

有胆就去闯闯世界
有胆就去改变世界
如果依旧厌倦我也不强求
有胆就安静离开世界

我也不清楚这话是给谁的  是我自己还是别人 也许都有

意义是什么值得想想

23 May 2017

Post-truth

"After much discussion, debate, and research, the Oxford Dictionaries Word of the Year 2016 is post-truth"
What the heck is post-truth??! According to Oxford Dictionaries it is an adjective defined as ‘relating to or denoting circumstances in which objective facts are less influential in shaping public opinion than appeals to emotion and personal belief’. Post-truth has gone from being a peripheral term to being a mainstay in political commentary, now often being used by major publications without the need for clarification or definition in their headlines. Post-truth refers to a time where truth has become unimportant and irrelevant.

I want to deny it with everything I got, but I can't. Ultimately, I know it to be quite true. How exactly did this come to be? Don't expect me to answer, because I'm the one who asks questions, not the one who gives answers.
General population get swayed by all the sensationalism around, be it political speeches and campaigns, be it commercials and ads, be it stories and movies. Stories are supposed to sway the audience, that's its purpose, to sweep them to a different place, a different time. Commercials are supposed to sway the audience to feel like buying whatever that is they are advertising, that's its purpose. But is the purpose of politics and democracy the same? Are we so empty that we crave to be swept by emotions and feelings when there should not be? There are things in life that should be decided based on facts and reason. There are other things in life that should be decided based on how we feel. Mixing things is just a recipe for disaster. I mean, strong feelings tend to pull to extremes, strong reasoning tend to balance things out. That's what I believe. Feel free to feel otherwise.

Politics should be fair, yet it is not. Justice should be blind, yet it is not. We get swept up in those beautifully crafted speeches that make us look away from facts. Facts, that need to be cross examined under light of its sources. There is not one truth.
"In seeking absolute truth we aim at the unattainable and must be content with broken portions." -- William Osler
The more I read, the more I know, the more I try to be impartial, the more I realise, I can't be completely impartial. Our own experiences, stories, friends, connections are what makes us unique, and also what makes us partial.
My point, everything we see is biased and presented to us from an angle. The presenters want this to be your angle, but that does not necessarily mean it should be. We are fast to judge, slow to realise our bias and mistakes. I try not to be so judgmental. And yet, I find myself noticing my unconscious judging from time to time, inevitably. Judgement based only on feelings are lacky, at best. Judgement based only on facts, fail to be human. The thing is, we are losing the balance. Do we look at our leaders and see what they are doing or see what they say they are doing? Do we look at our peers and subordinates and see what they are doing or see what they want us to see they are doing? I start to question every piece of information I receive. I start to question the source, the perspective, how much emotional weight and ideological bias it has. I have to. Their opinion is not necessarily mine, and to form one, I can't just stick my head in one direction. There are invisible filters everywhere. It is not necessarily a bad thing, but everyone should also have their own filter and know when to look beyond, if necessary.
 Don't we owe it to ourselves, to know the truth or as much of it as possible? Doesn't society condemn lies? So why does this not matter anymore? Specially in such a large scale?